I walked into the school grounds, another new day awaits. And then the last school bell rings. Another schoolday ended.
4 days later, I'll be sitting at home doing nothing. Since nobody is kind enough to invite yours truly out. Wake up. Eat. Tuitions. Eat. Sleep. How boring can life be? Everyone can't wait for the arrival for this wonderful holiday. I would have been wishing for it to arrive sooner. But I ended up wishing it to arrive later. Believe me, it is difficult to be alone.

I started to make this lame plans.
Plan A: Run away to some friend's house and never go back.
Plan B: Bring everyone to Singapore so I won't feel lonely anymore.

You won't know how it feels until you're the one who is leaving. I always laugh at people who cried during farewells. I thought, we can always come back. We can still talk to each other. We will still be friends. But now, I'm the one who is laughing at myself.

I know, people experience changes. It is all part of life. But I can't accept changes no more. It is just not fair that I'm experiencing more changes than anyone else. How? I transferred to another school when I was in standard 4, leaving everything behind. Back then, I was little, I didn't know how precious friendship were. So that was okay. I did not hesitate much. Went to a new environment, learnt new things. It was quite fun. But how I regret I gave up the friendship that was slowly blooming.

And now I am going to Singapore and leaving everything behind, AGAIN. WHY? I had never stayed in the same school for more than 3 years. Never had I graduate with my fellow mates that I started the first years with. I want that feeling of long term friendship. But maybe that's the one thing I will never get.

You guys may think distance is no challenge for us. But next year will be a whole new year. A whole new story. And notice that it will be one without me. Distance is something bigger than you think my friends. Soon, I'll be forgotten. And at last vanish.